It’s so sad how Lauren Conrad does a book tour through the USA & I can’t go because I fuckin live in GERMANY :((( Dammit. Why can’t I just live in the USA for a day? So I could go to the book signing & so I could tell her how much she inspired me? How much she helped me getting through my life, how much I could relate to her while watching her live her life on The Hills? How much I admire her, because of the fact that she wrote 5 books, was part of two tv shows, has two clothing lines and even runs an awesome web site?! Because she got through ups and downs and still remained the same down-to-earth woman I love? The person I look up to because of simply how she is, and the fact that just once in my life, I could have the chance to tell her all that?! I don’t want anything else, I’m even okay with it when she wouldn’t sign me the book, I just want to talk to her once in my life. Please, I don’t ask for anything else. Why can’t my biggest dream come true? Why is it so complicated making a girl happy? Why is it so complicated making me happy?